I don't think I ever greeted Happy New Year 2010 in my blog so I'ma do it right now because I feel like it. It's still January so it's not too late for anything.

I find it very awkward when my mom or basically my parents invited someone they don't really know for Chinese New Year. I'm sure they are only SAYING it because they will forget it instantly. More over, it's my EX PRINCIPAL. Like yesterday, I met my ex principal from St Andrew and we were all.. yayy hi hi hi and all. So my mom being all friendly invited her for chinese new year. And like there's a silent pause for 3 seconds really. Then I smartly break the silent by saying, "uh oh we know where to find you. :D" It was bloody awkward situation. Gosh

In continuation with my Happy New Year greeting in the first paragraph... I am feeling that 2010 will be a great year for me. It's gonna be THE year. I've never felt that way before in any new year. Most of the time is was just another year with celebration but this year, there's an aim and motivation all over for me. I just feel completely completely energized! :D

However, when it comes to UNI... hmm I'm not sure about that or will I even go to UNI. I can feel it in my guts that my results will able to get me in UBD though. It's not that I'm so unsure about my result because I'm not that terrible really. I never fail to fail in my test i'm not afraid to say so because honestly, i just don't give a shit about school exams and homework. In my theory, it's just a waste of time. I like to study on my own and do my own thing. I don't need frequent test to test me all the time when I got a big exam coming for me at the end of the year and THAT'S what I'm aiming for and not for same freaking mock exam which don't mean nothing at all to me. Also, I understand I'm not an A student or anything so I don't beat myself up for failing cuz I know what i'm doing. But no one seems to understand. :p Teachers hates me because I'm a lazy brat and rule breaker. Well, petty crimes. Like coloured nail polish and make up. Until now, I still object to that fucking rule. We as individuals needs INDIVIDUALITY so by right, we CAN do whatever we want with our self even tattooing in the middle of our foerhead if it means something to the person by all means, go ahead.

Well i'm just saying yeah. If i fail don't go "HA! Shame on you!". It's just how I felt right now so i'ma disseminate my little thoughts in my mind.

So yea.. that's it. I will apply to UNI though just in case my job doesn't work out this year but I'm really hoping that this job i'm in is my career. I know it's too early to be talking about career and actually in it at such a young age of 19; 20 this year. Twenty... Can't believe that in few months time there's no TEEN on my age count anymore. :( In me, I don't feel any changes at all. I'm still me and yeah... I'm still the same and I don't think I can be as mature as I wish I could be sometimes. I'm an immature person at times. Sometimes I question my knowledge about life because I'm probably not wise as I thought I am. :)

I'm also not very bothered with guys. lol. Boys are just boys... What can anyone say more in that general topic of BOYS. They hit and run and that's all they ever do. Hit and Run. So girls and homo boys, be careful. These kinda boys appear unnoticed and if you're hit.. catch em and guard yourself and put em to jail. if they manage to run out of jail, let them go and just beware of anyone just like him. :) You get my flow now do ya?

Now I shall stop talking about life and get on about my current situation. I've been interviewed all over and so coincidentally it happened in a few days in a row so there's no break in between. It all went fine. Thanks for asking. :) I've landed a great opportunity to work in Standard Chartered and I'ma start next week on Monday! So exciting. I hope it all went fine and may I not be so clumsy for gudness sake. I must say, ... I'm loving my position title. Personal Financial Consultant sounds pretty fancy I reckon. :p I'm so foolish. haha. Whatever.

Ciao.
Love,
Lena :)

Love,
Lena :)

Yup. I have a pink stud! & my new ear rings are coolz.

Man, one more day and like it's gonna be a whole new year! How fast can the world speed up. I can't wait to get to work next year. :D Anywhere it may be. For now, I'm just chillinz as I resigned. Tomorrow, I'm gonna go Miri to have a shopping spree! Life's fun. :)

I gotta good good feelin 2010's gonna be good. It's gonna be great.
Love,
Lena :)

I am HAPPILY resigned. :)

I submit my resignation letter just now because I found out how unfair it was working there. The reason I continue working there was only for the money and now, there's nothing left there for me to hold on to. And now, I'm free to say, working there is a pain in the ass and the lady boss is the bitch of the bitch of the bitch. :) She can rot in that pit hole for all I care. ha ha
Love,
Lena :)

I don't get it why am I the first thing my boss though of if there is a mistake that came up. Clearly it was the other guy who keep forgetting to do the invoice and punch in the key register wrongly and yet, my friend got the blame for not "looking" after me properly. That fucking suck and I cannot stand it. They shouldn't underestimate me that badly. I'm pretty capable i think. Though, I may look very blur and childish lol. It's not something that I can change can I.

I do know how to do what I'm suppose to do! But she can't expect me to know EVERYTHING in the world. Crazy. I haven't been working for 1 year ok?

Sheesh.
Love,
Lena :)

Title owns.
Love,
Lena :)

Hi. Wow, it's been ages since I wrote on this blog. I have been thinking to quit blogging or maybe switch to a complete new blog. But then yesterday Green Guy and I was browsing my blog archives and then I thought that maybe I should keep this blog longer... until when the time comes that I decide to shut this down for whatever reason it may be. It's nice to browse through my own archives sometimes and I cringe at how stupid I was HAHAHA! I couldn't stand it my gosh.

I do have work today and as a matter of fact(!!!!!!) i am late. :) But I don't mind being late today. I was actually planning to get a sick leave today which makes me more like a lazy ass. I am not lazy though, i just wanna take a day off work on a work day. You know how being absent in school somehow makes a person feel more err... better? It's like a remedy and a feeling like you just wanna leave everything behind. And somehow Sunday and Friday is just not included in "leaving it all behind" kinda thing. LOL! I'm sure some of you guys understand me. Do ya?

Working is kinda stressful. I mean, VERY. Times and times again, i just feel like i don't deserve to get the blame because I don't handle the job? So it's pretty much useless if they ask me about some payment or whatever crap that I do not took care of in the first place. It's not that I don't want to take care of it but like, i'm not ASKED to and I wasn't thought HOW to. It's much more easier if I just be in the sales department solely and I don't have to bother about anything else. Sales department ain't bad because I can get sales commission or something?

The only thing that keeps me calm is the thought that I am just doing what I can do. After all, I just have to get through 9 hours a day. Also, i really do need the money. I have been working over time at the mall and as a waitress occasionally in Rizqun. Lol! Yup. Waitress me. Have i mention it before? i think i did.

I finally watch New Moon yesterday!!!!!!!! =D It was good! I don't know why some people are not satisfied with it. They pretty much have everything in the movie that the book mentioned doesn't it? I am ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY x100 in Jacob's team. TEAM JACOB WOHOO! haha silly. It's funny he's always Neeeekeeedddd. lol! Yea i get it, he's always "hot".

Pictures later!! :D

and oh yes, I totally cut my fringe.



Ok, I didn't plan to have that kinda fringe. I wanted a medium length fringe and so i did but it looked like crap! So after mucho complaining, I went in back again and i demanded them to cut it shorter. Lol. i was like, "god my hair look like crap! It's short! Since it already look like crap, i shall cut it shorter. It won't look any crap-er" .... now I'm stuck with this hair for....... I don't wanna think about it.
Love,
Lena :)